I love music. But I don't have the urge to write it like I used to. In fact, I am kinda tired. I keep trying to spirutally manifest fame and fortune. But I don't believe in it enough, and I don't believe in myself as much as I used to. The system constantly pushes down underground nobodies like me deliberately. The big boys are in it for themselves, and wanna get richer off of A.I music. I wanna keep doing it for me. But I am at a crossroads. I don't know if I can keep going or just go and do something else. A part of me wants to escape, and not think about the music industry. There's hardly any solution to a system so broken that you can enjoy your own process anymore.



Almark *I understand, completely I do. Puting all my effort into what we do here can run me thin but what I have found, is if I cut back and rest, I start to get the urge to write again. After Artist Directory is done, I"m done. Rest and writing msuic. that's two major projects out of my way, this place the hub and that place. Started on the Hub Oct 2025 and will most likely be done with directory by Summer.
Almark *I am eager about this, but I'm also patient, I have to be, this must be tested and working.
Clara HembreeI felt like that many years ago. I regret leaving music for a couple of years that I did. It's creating my music that has helped me so much, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, etc. I know my bandcamp for my meditation music only shows a few purchases. But I also know that if I hadn't created that music, I might have committed suicide. So, what I mean to say is that creating music has literally saved my life. And even though it doesn't take off like some of my peers' music, I'm okay with that. I know the inside scoop and reasons, and that's what is most important.
Almark *I'm sorry to hear that Clara,
Personally I must create music it's the emotional outpouring and once this directory is done, many countless artists will have a place that makes sense. I haven't been able to write because I have no where to add my work, we all will soon. I was tired of treatment of musicians, this is my answer to that problem. I think it will work.